Woke up feeling quite glum this morning, tried some of the 'techniques' given to me by my counsellor but couldn't shake the feeling of sadness. This is never a good start to the day in my world so I decided to change it! I checked out my Happy Day Calender and I read my cousins blog, both of which prompted me to get my ass out of bed...
So I jumped out of bed put my exercise gear on and tackled Day 3 of 'Operation Skinny'. Just the prospect of getting up and doing something made me feel better so I continued this theory throughout the day...
Here is the evidence of my gruelling 40 minute workout this morning, I look sad but I felt much better after I'd cooled down and realised I had achieved something :-)
I continued my day on a high, went to the supermarket and brought lots of fresh veg to par boil and freeze, i figure if its accessible easily I'm more likely to eat it :-) and i even made an effort when getting ready, put a bit make up on, straightened my hair. These are habits I have slipped out of in the past few months, refusing to care how I look but that needs to change....I am starting a routine of taking care of myself both physically and mentally. In support of this I decided to walk to the supermarket with my Dad, which turned out was 2.45 miles away, took us over three hours including the shopping and a quick stop at Costa Coffee (only drinking Vitamin Water might I add!) but I feel great, tired but not in a groggy way :-) I think walking is something I need to do more often, particularly at the weekend when its very easy to stay in bed all day!
I think its fair to say my obsession with television is contributing to my depression, as much as I think I enjoy lounging around watching series after series it actually makes me feel groggy, low and lazy. I am learning that by being active and achieving things (even if its just a 40 minute workout or a task I promised I would do) I feel much happier. This is one of those 'lightbulb' moments that you have to try and remember for the future as I can easily forget and revert to my lounging lazy self!
Right I am off now to spend some quality time with my cousin before she leaves to go back to university :(
So proud of you Jen for turning your day around! Good on you for walking to the supermarket too after your workout.
ReplyDeleteI have to agree that the TV is evil. Last week i realised that it was driving me crazy so god knows what it was doing to Rowan, instead i turned the radio on and kept busy, i felt more positive through the day instead of achieving nothing but guilt infront of the TV!